Mein Pareshaan

Hi guys, I know I’m so lost somewhere, so much that my friends are calling up to kick my arse through the phone  I have been a bit down in the dumps lately, going mad at work and all the pressure that has suddenly charged at me with it's tail up and shit all over..And there have not been any new discovery lately that could get me to leave everything and blog.

Anyway, one good thing happened . I saw Ishaqzaade with my Mom & Dad. The movie is about two brash , bindaas youth from political background, one Hindu , one muslim and then Love happens. And the beginning of drama..and then secret wedding and sex (in that order..) and then parents disown them. Oh it doesn't end there, then parents even get them killed.  My parents loved the movie, and promised me that they will not kill me, even if I found a political goon of other religion as my husband (I guess, they will kill themselves!)

Anyway, what I loved most in the movie is this song. The way this song presents the dilemma in the mind of the girl, who suddenly realises that she is in love.. and so she is super Pareshan..(stressed). I just cannot stop singing this song..with my dimples flashing and eyes twinkle twinkle..

Mein Pareshan -Ishaqzaade

Ever thought how silly and strong love makes you? There are thousands dream taking shape on each eye-lashes..your eyes get heavy when you miss him and they smile when you hear him call your name..like his voice made even your name as musical as a chart topper romantic number.. Aww.. it feels so wonderful and yet so unbelievable and bizarre ..

I guess I am in love.. (Mein Pareshan..Pareshan..) too.

Hee Hee!!

Bahot Pareshaan,

M




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